Several years ago, I experienced harassment at work. I am not going to go into details of what happened because the details of it are not the point. The point is that I was not able to stand up for myself. A great lesson was hidden in that experience.
I did not stand up for myself because I did not feel equal (as a human being) to the harasser who was above me, rank-wise. The situation was resolved by him getting fired and I learned a lesson that I need to stand up for myself. There was another part of this lesson – not feeling equal.
I also used to feel not equal next to men who are successful and good looking. I felt somehow they were better than me.
I sense this lesson keeps coming up.
I am not sure where I inherited this belief from that somehow I am a subpar human to others but now that this realization hit me, I feel so different. I now feel different energy around me.
It does not matter where I picked up this belief from. The point is – my worth as a human is equal to others. It does not matter if it is my boss, a date, a friend, a relative, etc.
Now that I have this realization, I will not let another thought slip by that somehow I am not equal and it is acceptable that I am treated less then.
I am very excited that this came up. I feel like today I got this phenomenal and amazing gift because I now know that my life will change in the most amazing ways.