There is a feeling I cannot shake off when I am with other people, often at work or many other crowded spaces – feeling of complete and utter emptiness. When I am at home and I meditate and get myself in a happy state – I am euphoric. I walk outside and everything seems brighter. I feel so happy, it is hard to describe. And then I go to work and after about 6-7 hours, I start feeling absolutely profound emptiness.
It is weird but not new. Being alone – I am able to put myself in a state of absolute bliss. Being with other people. I feel empty and lonely.
I know many other empaths feel that way and I am going to find a way to help others feel better because empaths are the most intense and loving people and they do not deserve to feel this way.
Sometimes, I see my empath-ness as a gift and sometimes it is a bloody fucking hell on wheels.
Free The Empath 